Gotta be who i wanna be...

If you wish to travel far and fast, travel light. Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness and fears, & you'll soar.

Love that quote <3

That's What Friends Are For...

I am soooo excited!

After 3 months, 10 days and however many hours, I am seeing my best friend again!

Living 5 hours away from the person you are closest too sucks, and it makes it really hard when you need a hug or a cry because its just not possible to pop down the road and comfort each other. But we get by, after all...distance makes the heart grow fonder.

I could go on about this girl all day, and people would take one look at this blog and not bother reading it. So im going to keep it short, sweet and simple.

Natalie Golding is the most amazing friend i could ever wish for. She is always there for me - she can make me laugh, make me smile and make me cry (in a good way)! I honestly think my life would be so different if she was not my friend and wouldn't be the person I am today.

Because I knew you, I have been changed for good.

What would we do without our best friends ay?

Spread the love :) xxx

A melody I start, but I will complete...

Sometimes, i just wish someone would listen.

Sure, people act like they're listening, but they're not really. They just let what you're saying go in one ear and out the other. They don't really care what you say, so long as you're saying something.

Guys, if some one talks to you, dont pretend to listen and only half concentrate. Give them your 100% concentration, becuase sometimes, people are screaming out to the world and they just need one person to really listen to them and then they feel alright.

Listening is the key to unlocking someones heart...

Let the sun shine in...

I love how the sunshine makes everyone happy. It's so nice to feel warm and to have the sun after the dark, cold past few months. Lets hope it stays like this until the end of the summer now!

Also, i found this photo today and love it!;

Love xxx

Walk To The West End...

I don't know who reads this, if anyone, but if you do please take a moment to read this blog and help make a difference.

Two amazing girls who I know are doing a sponsored walk for charity and I would LOVE it if you could help them with sponsorship! Yes, people do sponsored walks all the time, but this one really is special.


Becky and Sal (who some people may know from Youtube as BeautifullyTragicUK) are walking from Birmingham Hippodrome to the Dominion Theatre, the home of the Queen musical "We Weill Rock You", in London's West End to raise Money for the Mercury Phoenix Trust. This is a birlliant charity who help people who have been diagnoised with and are suffering from aids all ove the world, and wa set up by the remaining memebers of Queen in Freddie Mercury's memory.

Bex and Sal will be walking 112 miles over a week, 16 miles a day and really need your help and support through sponsors. Im sure you will agree this is a very brave and challenging task and i wish them all the love and luck in the world.

You can sponsor Bex and Sal here;
http://www.justgiving.com/walktowestend

Find out more about the Mercury Phoenix Trust here; http://www.mercuryphoenixtrust.com/Home.aspx

And watch their V-logs on their progress here;
http://www.youtube.com/user/walktowestend

Anything you can spare, no matter how much or how little would be much appreciated!

Spread the word and the love! xxx

There's been a change in me...

Thinking back over the past year, pretty much everything in my life has changed. But I am so happy it has.

2009 allowed me to meet some of the most amazing people - I have made some of the best friends in the world, and have been inspired by so many new people.

I love each and everyone of these people so much, and I hope they realise that. They have changed my life for the better and I honestly don't know what i would do with out them, they are my guidance and support and my life line.

The people know who they are, and i want to thank each and every one of them for just being them. I love you all.

"I thank the lord there's people out there like you..."

I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world...

I've been thinking a lot today. Just who am I?

Next month, I'm 17 and the time has come to start thing about uni and future careers. But honestly, I have no idea what i want to do. I know what subjects I enjoy and what I love to do, but I don't know what career they could lead me to and if I even want to pursue them. Who says I will still enjoy them 10 years down the road?

My life has changed so much over the past year, and in so many ways, I am very grateful. I have made the most amazing friends and met some of the most inspirational people in my life. They have all shaped me into the person I am today and I love every single one of them to pieces. But who is the person I have become? I don't know.

Sometimes I feel lost. The world is so big and there is so much out there; so many things I want to see and do. But I don't know how to. Recently, i seem to have lost all confidence. I used to be quite a confident person ~ at school I would always answer questions and offer to read. But now...I'd much rather sit at the back of the class and blend into the background.

It's ironic that this is coming from a Performing Arts Student. But I often find it so hard to be myself. Sure, i find it scary to stand on stage and act, sing or dance ~ but its a good scary. You get nervous and then the adrenalin builds up, you go out there and do your thing and you come away feeling amazing and wanting to do it again. On stage, you can put on a mask, be someone else and pretend that, for those few short moments, you are someone else. You don't have to let anyone in and you don't have to show anyone how you really feel inside. But ask me to stand in a room of people and be myself...you wont get a word out of me. I know I shouldn't care about what people think about me, but I'm not the most secure person in the world and I do worry about how people see me, becuase right now, I don't even know how I see me.

I think its time to start finding myself...but I just don't know how.

Just a small town girl, living in a lonely world...