Sunday, 30 May 2010

Come back to me?

I know you're not in my life anymore but i miss you and i want you back.

You were always the one who believed in me and told me i could do anything - you were always there and never doubted me for a second. I need someone like that in my life at the moment.

I miss you so much Grandad, and i wish you were still here with me today.

I miss the way you smiled, the way you laughed, the way you hugged me so tight i couldn't breath. But most of all, i just miss you. You had such a precence and a warmth and i miss that so much.

I love you and I always will. xxxxx

Sunday, 16 May 2010

Means to an ends...

Not done one of these in a while!

Well, what has May brought so far?
Honestly, not a lot!

I've started rehearsals for Shakespeare In The Park. It'll be an amazing experience! We're performing The Taming Of The Shrew and its all performed outside in a beautiful glen in the country side by where I live. Its really good fun, but gets really cold when rehearsing at night!

May has also means exam time! Which, in turn, means revision, exam stress and illness. I hate doing exams at the best of times, but now they are really starting to mean something and the grades I get now can and will affect the rest of my life. SCARYY!!!!

I hate revising and at the moment i really don't like school. But if i want to go to university, its just something i have to do and plod along with. Hopefully it will all be worthwhile in the end and get me to where i want to be. I just want to do my best and for that to hopefully be good enough. If i open my AS results envelope to see A,A,B,C then i will be one happy girl!

To anyone reading this who is taking exams, good luck! To those of you who aren't...well, lucky you! ;)

Love xxx